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[26 Dec 2005|08:21am] i eagerly await death and read darkenedsunrise's procesess in wonder. i got heroin and i can feel it courseing through my veins so light headedd i must rest till death do us part xX EBoNii BaThoRi Xx SLiT YouR WRiSTS

to be kicked when you're down. to be on the edge of breaking down [23 Aug 2005|03:07pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | simple plan - welcome to my life ] i slashed my wrists to death with a saftye pin it bled like the tar seeps from my heart dark death dying there's ntohing I can do anymore... to stop this pain... PAIN... AGONY!!! DESPAIRR!!!!! I snorted cocaine off some guys penis on the weekend he came and it felt like i was dying really it was just pre-ejalcuate i now have a lazy eye it makes me look my dark and disturbing. i cant wait to die "welcome to my life" simple plan are invoking the dark punk goddess in me. 4 BRoKeN PRoMiSEs| SLiT YouR WRiSTS

[07 Dec 2004|07:57pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | Slipknot - Pulse of the Maggots ] Well, I am back again, for the time being. My life has been getting bleaker and bleaker, as I grow meeker and meeker, my parents have seen my scarred arms and have decided to send me to a rehab clinic as they also found my herion and weed under my bed. i wrote a poem about drugs today. shoot me tar flowing smoke blowing escape a slash on my writs dark and tormented am i no longer awake? xX EBoNii BaTHoRii Xx 18 BRoKeN PRoMiSEs| SLiT YouR WRiSTS

[20 Nov 2004|06:00pm] [ mood | cynical ] [ music | slipknot - duality ] well it has seemed that immortal life can have its ups and downs. but mostly downs. alas for my pathetique parents took me away to africa. i shall curse them! i have come back with a tan. oh my hatred towards them. of course. i shall have my revenge. i have cursed them both. i have cursed them and they will now suffer as a result of taking me to a land of such disgusting light. i wrote a poem wilst i was away about my hate of life scars and wounds cuts and bruises your dark and tormented soul can cling to mine in an ever growing grapevine of tormented fury. ah, for he has gone away again, back into the shadows my only love now is eric draven xX EBoNii BaThoRi Xx 2 BRoKeN PRoMiSEs| SLiT YouR WRiSTS

[20 Jul 2004|01:22am] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | avril lavigne - i'm with you ] I feel like dying. I can't stop crying. can you stop lying? I feel like dying. i was in forest chase today as i am evryday. hiding in the shadows. glaring at all the preps and normal people. knowing they will soon die. and i will live foreva. they are so pathetique. i badly want to go to SiN. it's a goth club in perth. all the cool goths go there. i would live there if i could. xX EbOnI BaThOrY Xx 13 BRoKeN PRoMiSEs| SLiT YouR WRiSTS

[16 Jul 2004|11:11pm] [ mood | upset ] [ music | Disturbed - Stupify ] for anyone out there that thinks that i am weak and a poser, i think this prooves you mortal fools otherwise I AM 97% GOTH! 24-7 I am a freak. Every day is halloween. The creatures of the night fear me. Take the GOTH test at Fuali.com xX EBoNii BaTHORy Xx 61 BRoKeN PRoMiSEs| SLiT YouR WRiSTS

[15 Jul 2004|06:25pm] [ mood | gloomy ] [ music | POD - Youth of the Nation ] today was spent in the city watching others in their pathetic mortal lives knowing that they will never know the beauty that is in death i cut myself at home today i carved the word "pain" into my arm and scratched my other arm... i cry and cry this pain i feel inside i know that i will die this pain from my dying heart this pain from my soul my tortued life xX EBoNii BaThOrY Xx 13 BRoKeN PRoMiSEs| SLiT YouR WRiSTS

[14 Jul 2004|10:11pm] darkness fills my soul i cant hear anything except my own tormented screams. they fill my ear like the thick black blood that flows through my veins, pumping through my little black heart the darkness torments and tempts me everyone else is resisting its alluring pull like the razor that my body needs, for this, to escape this pain xX EBoNii BaThoRY Xx 3 BRoKeN PRoMiSEs| SLiT YouR WRiSTS

[14 Jul 2004|09:38pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | evanescence - bring me to life ] it would appear that i have a journal. at long last, my soul can escape the ever enclosing doom and gloom that surronds it, there is only this piece of poetry from my tormented soul that can express it. Fire..Burning..agony the tiwsted torch of my rejection why am i tormented with this tortured existence burning..pain...death..rose. that is my own original piece of writing from the depths of my dark soul. i watched the crow today, as i do every day, and i did my makeup just like the crow so that one day he will come back from the dead to be with me eternally in immortal hell. see the torment i show in my dark make up? one day, eric draven will come and save me and my immortal and burnt soul. i stare at everyone else in the class room as i write this entry. i hate them. they will never know what it is like to be as tortured as i. they will never know the hell i feel in my black heart. they will never be beautiful. love with all my black little heart xX ebony bathory Xx 48 BRoKeN PRoMiSEs| SLiT YouR WRiSTS

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